Humpday...

well another end to another day... I was doin ok til i bought a new set of scales like WTF!!!! they say I have gaind .4 of a kilo!!! granted it was the end of the day after a meal but it really killed my good mood  :( sigh... I HAVE to be thin... I want to feel my kidneys through my back, I want to be able to count my ribs... yes I WILL win, Ana will love me completely.

Wednesday my least favourite day of the week... it's random act of kindness day... this one is always easy for me, though I found it just a little harder today everywhere I looked i saw other women happy to stuff their faces without having to count all the calories that go it, the rail thin girls i aspire to be like consuming super-sized burger meals... FML just looking at the food i can feel the fat settling itself on my already too large frame...  But i did it i managed a random act of kindness. I feel the pain of other mothers in this economy My kids are shocking for wanting to ride on the kiddy rides in the local shopping centre normally I say no, but then i saw 3 more kids running straight for it with their rather frazzled looking mother chasing them just as i was... I saw her use that look my parents on me when we were not so well off... so i asked if she would mind if the children would share the ride with mine. 3 minutes without screaming or bickering, it was $2 well spent i think, and she looked like it gave her a couple of minutes to let her relax and enjoy the kindness of a stranger.

7/.4 (hate my new scales)/55 (+9pts)